1 year in, and still surviving

[Gordie]

Of course it makes you sick to your stomach

Oneart is right first step is not to think about it

Get preoccupied with other things GAL

You want to be so into your love affair with life

That you do not have time to think about her

This takes time so you fake it until you make it no shortcuts

I thought the custody setup was unfair because I thought you said it was not