It´s hard Lane, you need to be strong. Ease your mind sharing moments with your kids. You must actively evade certain thoughts. Enjoy your kids, go out with them. Like J9 and Vapo wrote: detach and GAL. It´s for your own sake.

Be strong man

WW H(me): 55
W: 50
S: 20
T: 31 M: 25

Piecing since 03/2016
Saw the light in the storm