DB / Detach, WAW... piecing

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Thanks for the perspective. I'll try to calm down. I think I hear everything she says. She doesnt know what she wants. She doesnt care about the marriage. She wants peace and happiness for all of us. Shes thinking of me more and feeling things for me.

I admitted it was a mistake to start dating new girl. This has happened a couple times. Every time I start seeing someone W starts expressing interest.

The scrutiny makes her unable to be herself. Because if she says something I mark it in stone.... not even sure where to start in therapy tomorrow.