Mediator called me and said why did you tell W I am sorry you feel that way...
Me... ummmmmmmmm I am sorry but I am dried up in tears I have cried so much in 1yr and 6 months... I feel mediator thinks there's hope...
I am in a place am looking forward I can't go back to 2014. I only could focus on now. As for now I am not who I was 2014
I am not sure what W wants. Tears. Begging.. I won't To much hurt its turning to hate. I know big words..
W swears she went to school to meet d10 and s9 teacher they ask W many questions kids said mom why you lied to us while I an Washing dishes in my world.
W keeps changing her story to kids. I am always keeping myself busy when kids are talking
I can't lose my insanity because of W. I must keep looking forward And taking care of us.
At BD Lesbian marriage Me39,W36 S9,D9,S8 adopted all three Together almost 10yrs Bomb Drop - April 2017 W movedout - May,2017 OW June,2017 Currently 2018 Me40, W38 S10,D10,S9
