Also, someone told W I have a girlfriend. She knows Ive been dating. I told her I saw no reason not to a few weeks ago. I dont have a girlfriend and she doesnt think I do but I have been dating the one woman for 2 weeks. I have already tried to slow it down with new woman as I figure things out.

I am considering bringing up this woman next time W and I talk. Mentioning she is really a good person... and needing to figure things out between W and I. Thoughts?

W said something about if youre with someone thats nice and caring and loving that would be great for D4. Said thats just as good for D4 as us being together. She just wants peace and everyone to be happy. I highly doubt she feels this way if it goes that way. But in no way do I feel comfortable using this woman to get W back. More so I am considering if W wants to start dating each other, slowing things down with new woman or taking a break telling her Im not ready for something as serious. I see IC tomorrow...

Im honestly scared of going all in with new woman and committing... which means I guess I realistically shouldnt be dating. Or shouldnt be dating someone seriously at least.

H: 33 W:32
M: 5 T: 8
D: 4
BD: 6/2017
MO: 6/2017
House sold: 6/28/18
W wants to build friendship / relationship- 9/18
Paying $ support since 7/18.
Physical Reconnect- 10/18
W Starts- IC / MC - 10/18