This isn't getting any easier. In fact, it's getting worse. I thought it was getting better.

She finally told me why she was crying when she called to ask me to move in. Because she had just told OM she couldn't see him anymore because she was going to move back in.

But I stuck to DB. And it had the opposite effect. And now she wants to be with him without any care to fix anything.

I know it's not over. But I feel like I lost.