Why the long text convo? Why the R talk? I can't tell you what to do, but you turned your request for a face to face talk into giving it all to her through text bc you couldn't hold firm and let her know that you'd tell her in person. She pressured you into getting her way.
Where are you with yourself? You're dating now, but have you made the progress required for you to have a healthy relationship? Do you think the woman who would date a married man is healthy enough for a R with you?
You don't have to respone to me, but think about these things.
H 34 W 29 BD 3/12/18 Divorce Busted Spring 19
It is not things that bother us, but the stories we tell ourselves about things.