So yesterday and today H has been at his apartment sick with a nasty head cold. I hate when my guys are sick so I'm sitting on my hands not to check on him and ask how he's doing. I know it wont help things any. He asked me if it was okay to change from tonight to tomorrow night to take our son for the evening and I replied it was fine and I can move my plans. I didn't expect a text back but he replied that he was so sorry and hes worried about germs. I never texted back.

This distancing is a real bitch, excuse my language. I want to reach out so bad to see how he's doing but I'm distancing. I'm working on doing this better, it just [censored].

Together for 13 years, married for 8.
H is 46
I'm 40
S is 6
Bombdrop in April 2018
Still in limbo as of 2019