I have started redoing the house, so a lot of my time lately has been spent out looking for different pieces and putting things together. I exercise a lot. I also work full time and have the baby. I went out with friends this past Friday which was a big change for me, as I hadnt done that in a while.

Youre right, I am trying to look for signs and signals in EVERYTHING he says. It makes me crazy. I dont know how to respond to anything at all. Its so hard