My little daughters 3 - last 2 weeks of family

[LoneWlf]

Arshi, It is with pure encouragement that I write this. I can see how finding out about OW sets you in to a downward spiral. Chances are he will probably blame you for this also. I truly feel for you and encourage you to let all the feelings out and then pick yourself up - dust yourself off and be the best mom possible to your Ds. I see in your post that you are asking how God could do this to you and your beautiful innocent Ds? I feel now is not the time to question God but to more so TRUST in God. Allow Him to work you and your family. I thought about this same question today and what I have come up with in my own sitch is- First - I have become closer in my walk with Christ - sharing with Him my successes and my pain. Secondly-I now have a more solid relationship with my S - we talk more open and freely and do more things. Lastly- this painful time has allowed me to rediscover who I am- making me a priority again - getting healthy and balanced. I have lost almost 60 lbs and focus on getting better everyday. On the other hand my W looks like she has gained 25 lbs is is the most unhealthy since we've met. One last thing- it says these trials and tribulations that we encounter on earth is just a means for us to grow and is preparation for eternal happiness in the afterlife. Know that I pray for you and your family and all that are here. Sending you warm hugs- Blessings.