Rouky.....

I can sit here and say my ex is living the great life. He only has out daughter every other weekend and one night a week, and non of the real responsibility of being a parent, because I take care of all of that. I asked him to do one thing and he messed it up. He and his OWW pretty much have all the freedom, 2 incomes for less money in bill, ect.

However, I don't want that life. I don't want to see my child that little. I LIKE being a mom and doing the mom stuff. If I wanted a responsibility free life, I wouldn't have had a child.

Sure, I get stressed as heck. My daughter looks to me to take care of everything, I work full time, I am buying a house and I have no real family support either. I know it is hard Momma! But at the end of the day, I don't think you want to be him. His life isn't all that great.

Hand in there, you are doing a kick a$$ job, and you will reap the reward, I promise you.