Arshi, it's two steps forward and one step backward. We all have our moments of despair and hopelessness, but you will find they become shorter, and less frequent.
I'm not going to repeat what everyone else is saying, but they're right! You are awesome! Go be awesome and let him suck it!
M:23 T:26 Me:53, Wife: 60 S:18 D:16 filed 7/16 W moved out 4/28/17