why had God forsaken me, what did I do to cause such dysfunction
He hasn't. And nothing.
This is called life. We all deal with issues in life. Some of the issues are bigger than others, but we all have issues. And remember, it can always get worse. I know when we have our heads down in our sitches we can't imagine anything worse, but it can always get worse.
Not that I am saying be thankful for your sitch, but take it and roll with it, and deal with it. and b I think you are doing that. You can't control her, and I think at the base of most our struggles as LBSs is that fact we struggle with not being able to control the WAS.
I'll keep you in my prayers.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018
