A familiar story with questions. VI

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Thanks.
Gordie and neffer, do I trust my instinct or do pause? lol

Problem is I am growing very tired of the Waiting Game. Instinct sometimes tells me to pull the plug on this rodeo. I have always been a fairly decisive person. This feels unnatural.
When I post on here, I do see the progress. Kind of like counting your blessings or focusing on gratefulness. On the other hand, when I ponder the future I often think about a future without W. And I'm okay with that. Fact is I want an MR that looks very different than this one has in the past. I'm tired of hold-backs, mysterious communication puzzles, dismissive conflict resolution. I think it is healthy that I recognize and am no longer willing to tolerate this type of behavior.

"The Waiting Game in Limbo Land" that is the title of this chapter of my life.