Dear Helena, your pain come through so well in these posts. I understand you are at cross roads, you are struggling between your emotions and your values. In your case it has been prolonged to a long time. I wish there was an easy solution but the earlier post you had written had clarity in it. I feel it is okay sometimes to let things be, to let time unravel what it holds, you have your beautiful children to support and enjoy. But we can only support you, only you know your pain and endurance. Sending you hugs and strength
