I know. I am emotional and I am angry....but the anger is because weve lost so much. He hasnt really seen my anger yet and I felt like he needed to hear what I was feeling. I wont send another one though. One angry text is definitely enough and arguably one too many.
Some concerns should be why you feel like you lost so much, you have so much more to look forward to. You accepted the way he treated you for so long that it became a way of life, your guilt drove you to accept this. Like many of us here have said you do not deserve a life sentence for what you did. You have already acknowledged what you did was wrong, now he should have decided to work on the marriage or not. If what you did was so outrageous then he should have moved on, he chose a different course of action and that was to torment you. He needs help, an IC for him would do wonders.
On a different note, have you ever gone to Cape Charles? My friend just bought a condo there and asked me to visit. If you have ever gone whats there to do... besides all the great restaurants.
I ran 20 miles this week, I am going for 25 next week. Lets step it up you have to catch your son.
Be well...peace.
M:52 W:49 D:26 S:24 S:23 D:20 ILYBNILWY 5/28/17 Still living together W filed 1/5/18 W moved out 8/24/18 D final 9/18/20
