Haven’t heard from him tonight. This is why we’re told to have no expectations, because I certainly thought he would text to come by and see D.
I’ve held back my desire to drive by and see if he’s at the bar, it doesn’t matter either way. If I see his car I’ll be disappointed in him, if I don’t see his car I’ll assume he went to other city to see OW. So either way my mind will run wild. I would rather not know.
We really have never gone more than a day or 2 of not talking. I know we talked this morning but it feels so weird to not hear from him or know he will be coming over tonight. Lots to get used to. Going to keep DBing. Hope to read more of the book tonight
