So I am away on a business trip

And talking to my kids on speaker phone

I wish them good night and tell them I love them

And then I say good night to w

I pause and do not say I love you

Because we are no longer in the habit of saying that

And we hang up

And then she calls again later about something else

And she says goodnight I love you

And I say I love you too

Maybe it is okay to say that again


Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids
2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong
2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2
2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving