WW- Equalzr's saga pt 2. WW's & MLC'er advice plz

[equalzr]

So W saw her lawyer. Seems they think im not entitled to anything, short marriage (long engagement 12 or so years). She tells me that shes been being nice to me by letting me "stay in her house". Was she being nice to me by lying to me for a year and dating another man while we were married? Having a PA with same man? Telling me every fault i had through our entire relationship over the last year?

Sorry im once again venting because im p.o'd. Im in a bad situation. Partly my fault, and partly W's doing. W gets to leave M with OM, home, pension etc and i get to leave with much of nothing. Wish i would have known this before i agreed to live lifestyle W wanted for our family.

Seems like there is no getting away from this nightmare. Its there everyday and is suffocating.