Divorce or NO divorce, you both still need to co-parent, unless he completely walks away. We will assume he wants to be dad.
Every exchange will be a chance for you to SHINE, to practice new skills.
It is like you have been thrown into the swimming pool, but never learned to swim. PANIC! First step is to get you floating on your back. Breathing and Calm. Then try treading water. Back on your back as needed to regain confidence. At some point, you will be Phelps. DB is the life vest.
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"knowledge does not equal understanding. be careful how you interpret things because you are looking at the world with a bias weather you think you are or not"
"What is best for my kids is best for me" Amor Fati Link to quotes: https://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2879712