That was by far the most motivating message to date. I need to read that over and over.
I have a LOT to learn on how to interact with him. It is very hard for me to not to just pretend like everything’s okay with us everytime I am around him. I hate feeling like I’m making things weird so I end up just trying to act like all is well. I need to learn to detach.
I hope this divorce can be busted SO BAD. For now I will really try to focus on me. I’m nervous about every interaction with him. I need to handle this correctly
