DB / Detach, WAW... piecing

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Thanks Steve. I'll probably try to talk to her next week.
Ovr- youre right she hasnt been there at all. When we had this long phone call the other day I told her she hasnt acted like she has cared about me in a year.

I think she is worse off than I imagined. W told me tonight she is feeling sick again, headache and stomach stuff. Going to try to take care of myself just a little anxiety about getting another migraine. So now we have anxiety about anxiety causing anxiety and headaches..... I said would you think of seeing someone meaning IC or someone to treat her anxiety. She took it to mean a chiropractor.

When I talk to her Im going to say if she wants to work on things she needs to be in IC for anxiety and intimacy and eventually us in MC. Im just at the end of my rope.

Had a great few days with D4. I feel great when I have her. Thats the hardest part about all this. The only way to have her in my life full time is to get back with W...