She called again this evening. I didn't answer. Then she texted me that she had something she needed to tell me. I called her back, she wanted to tell me something S said that she thought was funny. I laughed a little. She told me that if I go driving tonight (it's a big college football night here) to "please be careful".
I don't understand her at all.
None of this is easy. None of this makes sense. And tonight, I'm not going out, I'm staying home. I feel like my world is getting ripped apart again. Of course, I'm not planning on deviating from DB. If anything, I'm going to try harder. But to say that this doesn't hurt is a massive understatement.
