endofit I like your post a lot. I think about that side of life alot but then I get sucked back in way too easy. I just want the chance to accept and work on it or decline. My pride has been damaged. Ive been trying like hell to get my self esteem back up just enough to get going again. I did go test drive a Jeep Rubicon the other day that made me feel bad a$$. It just succs knowing that my W has feeling for some douche etc. Its ridiculous that I am so sideways about it. I really really want to get past it all. I think about it way too much and cant turn that switch off. Last week was great and now I feel like I did a month in. I just want to fast forward. I've definitely come along ways from May. Thanks for the post. Every bit helps when its still kinda new.
ME 47 W 38 M17 T20 Separated 5/20/18 D-bomb 7/9/2018 Nothing Filed 4 kids ages 6, 10, 14, 15
