I feel your pain....find something, anything, to take your mind away.
Go do cool $HIT Fake it at first if you have to!!
reCreate yourself..TAKE BACK YOUR MANHOOD!!! BECOME AN ALPHA AGAIN!
Thats what I did and still do. I became who I always wanted and needed to be. My WAW is so in love with the man I became she is incapable of having a healthy relationship with someone else. Not exactly a goal or even a good thing I guess but hey it does feel kinda good if Im honest lol.
Me: 39 W: 38 S: 15 D: 12 D: 6 BD 8/15 NEED SPACE S 2/16 Divorced 4/17 and loving it, waw came back 12/17.....I declined