Finding my way into the light

[Holding]

My kids are constantly fighting with each other. Last night the youngest was so mad he walked out the house, and I had to follow him down the block and convince him to come back in. My youngest says he hates my oldest and wants to live away from him. He started crying. The emotions of it all, and how the D has just made these problems worse, got to me and I started crying too.

In the past I would say things like "He's your brother, you have to learn to live with him." But now that XW and I are D, I wonder if my kids living separate would be feasible, and might actually be a good thing.