you are reading into this way too far. She tosses out a bread crumb and you're parading around like you have the whole hog on a spit roast! Good lord man!
If you called and really were hurting, what are the chances she's going to be there for you?
And, to make the dish she's serving all the more bitter, she already says that spending time with you will make her pull away.
She isn't fragile like you say. She is a lion, toying with a little scared sheep. She is a selfish priss who doesn't want to work, yet you can't cut her off, yet she doesn't want a divorce, but she doesn't want to be your husband. Don't you see that every direction you turn is the wrong way. At what point do you pick a direction and hit the gas?
You say she doesn't like anyone, and it appears you're included in this. Who is the common denominator in all these broken relationships???
She is living high on the hog and you are her whipping boy. Things will remain this way for as long as you let them.
OVR NAILED IT!
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018