I had a sleeping pill last night and felt a bit better for most of the day.
However, I had a couple of thoughts that I don't want W anywhere near me. I thought that perhaps the kids could be passed by a mutual friend so that I don't have to see W. On the other-hand I want a better MR with her, know I could do it but she's not in the right frame of mind.
The kids went to sleep and I felt horrified at W lies from a couple of years ago that I only knew of a couple of weeks ago. W had given money to her parents towards buying a house when we had needed that money to buy a bigger one for us so the kids would have more room. For the last 2 years I had been stressed trying to save every penny not knowing a lot was tied up in that house. W has now moved into that house.
I also feel sad that I've got a L to put a childcare plan offer to W. She will receive it within the next couple of days.
The kids are totally amazing. I feel so sorry for them. Their mum has been so dreadful.
I'm going to be very busy out and about with the kids for the next couple of days doing some new activities, a couple of major 180s etc,
