Still here. Still not detached... (Part 3)

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I dont really have much time to post. But this jumped out at me...

So whenever I feel like I should push for it I always second guess the reasoning. Is it for closure? Is it for spite? There's no quantifiable benefit for me.

What about this?

The obvious one is that during more intimate times I felt like I was cheating on my W.