Is there hope? I have a WW

[LANE777]

Hello everyone,
Well not much has happened the last couple days. The W did call to discuss scheduling with the kids since school is back in session. It was about a 7 min conversation that I was pleasant and didn't bring anything up accept the I told her the pictures she posted of the kids looked good. I ended the phone call. She sounded good and just seemed normal. So I tried to just sound normal myself. My thoughts are to just keep working on myself and let the man upstairs work on the WW. I keep thinking about this 4 day trip she is taking in Sept and it creates that knot in my stomach. It makes me feel like it will be totally over between us, like she went to far. I hate that she is still hung up on this OM that supposedly wants out. She insists that there is nothing going between them as far as a R. She tells everyone they are just really good friends. Yeah right.

She has been very good with the kids. Im hoping that since school has started she will slow down. I also wonder, does she even think about our history together? I think Face Book is good for bringing up a lot of good memories. Oh well, I guess I will just keep after it for now. Still no papers, not sure why shes holding up on that. As days go by, I can feel its fading. Still have urges to try to work on it with her but know that will have to be up to her. So I will just keep going.
I'm running out of time. Got to go.