Can I really do this #5

[Dtrmned]

Steve, did you actually draw up a proposal from your lawyer and show her?

I like to share most of everything I deem significant so all of you can get an idea of what is truly happening. I believe if everything shared is drama filled and bad, that is the only thing you see. Yesterday was a pleasant day. I was busy, running some errands and working of course but was at the house a few times. W and I had some pleasant exchanges about nothing in particular. Afternoon was good. After the kids came home we all chatted, they did their homework and then I took D out to pick up a few things. I am thoroughly enjoying my D asking and wanting to spend time with me. We are talking more and she is engaging and sharing more of her personal life with me again. I am over the moon with that!
W had an issue with her phone so she was on with tech support the entire couple of hours that we were gone. She was frustrated with that since it was into the evening and she gets fairly tired then. Good thing was she didn't take it out on anyone. I supported and validated her through this. It still isn't fixed, so she will have to deal with it today.
Definitely not going to get a new phone as I don't want the long term commitment or cost presently but she could get an exact replacement phone if they can't fix it for free.
We said good night to each other and now we are starting another day.
Still db'ing every minute of every day.
Thinking how ironic life is sometimes. Yesterday I put out that I am seriously contemplating the lawyer thing and then we have a good day. I am still contemplating it as one "decent" day is great, but it doesn't mean much in the grand scheme of our MR.

Busy, long day ahead and will not have much, if any communication with W until this evening.
Detaching. I will not reach out. Been really good at that for months. No mind reading either. I thought yesterday when I was out that when I stopped snooping, a lot of the mind reading just left. Funny how not being interested in every detail they do makes you stop being "chicken little" about anything they do.

If you could say a prayer for my family and MR I would appreciate it from all of you.