Kyh,
Well court was rescheduled due to GAL needed more time

Finally Mediation in GAL with W.
I been worrying about W behavior there's day I wonder if she rather me ve dead.

Well only God knows what he has plan.

W lately very standoffish. No eye contact and her behavior is back to what it was
on bd.

Very crazy, W talks with kids less than 2min
Hi and bye is like pulling teeth for W to speak with s9 and d10

D10 knows and sees W bs and times her. D10 watches the time and says yelp
less than 2min. It sad to see d10 angry but I think d10 is more hurt.

S9 is in lalala land. S9 says ok bye. D10 needs more approval looking for W it's sad.

W sounds depressed this is the part I will never get.
MLC at bd I am unhappy, I need to find myself but they seem miserable.


Well mentally preparing myself for mediation and praying things go well for our Trio's
my focus is on them. At this moment I have let go of W. I must put
Myself and kids first, W needs to find herself but W must admit to needing help
Which I will never see W doing.


At BD
Lesbian marriage
Me39,W36
S9,D9,S8 adopted all three
Together almost 10yrs
Bomb Drop - April 2017
W movedout - May,2017
OW June,2017
Currently 2018
Me40, W38
S10,D10,S9