Kyh, Well court was rescheduled due to GAL needed more time
Finally Mediation in GAL with W. I been worrying about W behavior there's day I wonder if she rather me ve dead.
Well only God knows what he has plan.
W lately very standoffish. No eye contact and her behavior is back to what it was on bd.
Very crazy, W talks with kids less than 2min Hi and bye is like pulling teeth for W to speak with s9 and d10
D10 knows and sees W bs and times her. D10 watches the time and says yelp less than 2min. It sad to see d10 angry but I think d10 is more hurt.
S9 is in lalala land. S9 says ok bye. D10 needs more approval looking for W it's sad.
W sounds depressed this is the part I will never get. MLC at bd I am unhappy, I need to find myself but they seem miserable.
Well mentally preparing myself for mediation and praying things go well for our Trio's my focus is on them. At this moment I have let go of W. I must put Myself and kids first, W needs to find herself but W must admit to needing help Which I will never see W doing.
At BD Lesbian marriage Me39,W36 S9,D9,S8 adopted all three Together almost 10yrs Bomb Drop - April 2017 W movedout - May,2017 OW June,2017 Currently 2018 Me40, W38 S10,D10,S9