I have faith in you, i.e., that you will face your fears and come to understand that you will be okay no matter the outcome. You have nothing to fear, but fear itself. A large majority of those who come here are fixers and we want to fix things, but in the cases of MLC, we can't fix them, they have to fix themselves and that fear raises its ugly head because we have absolutely no control over what they say, do or think. We can only control how we react and, of course, our own lives.
Learn to trust yourself. If you aren't sure about something, step back and sit a spell. Sit quietly and the answers will come...but they will not come if you try to force them to reveal themselves. Trust the man upstairs, for he gives us lessons each and every day and he will not give you more than you can handle at any given time.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.