Gordie 21 going with my gut

[Gordie]

DNJ

Thanks

So something I have learned these past two years

Thanks to many

Including Mach1 and Roist and Cali

Is that a lot of my actions are driven by fear

Which is not a great way to live

So here I am at this new LBS phase

Maybe I am afraid of getting hurt again

Maybe I am afraid I cannot trust my instincts

Maybe I am afraid she will change her mind

Maybe I am afraid that we will never fully reconcile

Maybe I am afraid to truly forgive

And let down my guard

Need to figure out my fear and face it

Address what the heck is holding me back

Trusting in God

Almost 2 years since b d

What a long strange trip it has been