I don't know how I cannot. She knows how I feel about OM. I reiterated it last night. What I should have done was be a man about it when she kept asking me about returning gifts he gave or fulfilling her needs.
How can it not? Detaching is a slow process I'm sure. I'll probably get something like that when I talk to a coach tomorrow.
Two reasons why I can't go:
1. I have to work. 2. Being with her causes me distress. Even worse when she is texting and calling OM. It's just a recipe for disaster.
I've let go of her and OM's actions. I told her as much last night. Now, I'm going to start seeking my own happiness...with or without her. And yes...D is on the table.
