I have now sent approval of the legal letter to go to W for a childcare plan. W had mentioned to me a few times that she wants one but it's actually me that is moving forwards with it on my terms.
I am feeling upset that I am having to do this but it's in the best interests of the children under the current circumstances.
However, it could make D easier and quicker should W move forwards with that so I have very mixed feelings about whether I'm doing the right thing. On the other-hand it might help snap her back into reality that D would mean us both seeing a lot less of the kids than we would like and it would be better to try to get back togther. I never wanted to be in this position and I'm not certain that I'm doing the right thing.
