I am struggling a bit these days... still no progress, I know that patience is the key and I am not giving up yet... yesterday we went for a long walk together in the countryside with the dog, we also did that on Saturday- both things he suggested and I agreed. We had a lovely time but on the way back in the car he started to talk again about how depressed he is and how upset he is about the past. I didn't validate but I told him that he is sulking about some old stuff and it takes two to be in the relationship. He got defensive.. so overall it wasn't a god conversation and I am trying my best not to kick myself for that but learn from it and move on.
I do wonder if I need this R like it is now... and sometimes I do wonder if it is better to be on my own and be with someone who wants and desires me not sulks all the time. I am torn apart with these thoughts and really don't know what to do now. I dont want to do something I later might regret and some part of me still believes that it will be fine.... but my goodness... why does it need to be so hard.
Last edited by MrsJLS; 08/28/1806:23 AM.
W34 H61 M1 T3 June-H said he wants divorce but hasn't filed. Living and sleeping in the same bed, no intimacy from H side for last 12 months.
