It is crappy

And understandable that it is stressing you out

Given that you can only control you

How can you take care of you

To de stress

To find peace in the storm

Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids
2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong
2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2
2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving