LW hang in there man. I am sure there are lot of temptations to fall into "poor me" and "I want what others have thinking". Actually as I read this:
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I went to a family get together yesterday - got a bunch of compliments on my appearance but I was also reminded of my broken family with all the families surrounding me. Just focused on having fun with S16.
I thought of the old saying by Helen Keller: “I cried because I had no shoes until I met a man who had no feet”
Intact family is shoes. Your son is feet.
I have a very good friend, I go to the gun range with him often. He almost 60 and has never even had a GF. Let alone a sexual relationship where he could have a child. Be thankful for your boy (and I know you are!).
Please pray for me friend. Fell away from the church several decades ago due to depression. I am trying to be the city set on a hill for him.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018