I'm with S85 and D. We all have some much to learn if not for this R with W- Then the next R with someone deserving of our love and trust. B - I feel your pain. I too struggle and if you've read my sitch - my W is plain Jane- I truly fell in love with her heart. Today my wife looks so unattractive ( looking aged, heavy and stressed)and couple that with a repulsive heart due to her actions. In my last encounter with her my feeling was BLAH! I truly miss my family times at church and on outings and would have moved heaven and earth to save it. But now I feel that I deserve more - I feel you should want more too. The M was not perfect in all our cases but our Ws have shown their true identity by not honoring their commitments. Let us choose the better path to work on ourselves - be the best we can be and if it happens -cross that bridge when it comes. Blessings on your journey my friend!
M51 w50 T-20Yrs M-16Yrs S15- mad at W for not trying and giving up 1 Awesum dog BD 10/31/17 separate rooms 02/08/18 wife moved out 05/17/18
