Hello Gordie

I think you are doing awesome.

I see you hesitantly going forward trying to ensure solid footing. Wise to see how things unfold and at what pace.

However, sometimes a leap of faith is required. I believe a leap is a prerequisite for progress and growth, you reach a point where it has to happen. You’ll know when.

As I said - doing awesome.

Feelings are fleeting.
Be better, not bitter.
Love the person, forgive the sin.