I had a feeling that I still haven’t let go. It’s been very difficult to do. Some days are easier than others. And yesterday and this morning are proving to be very difficult. That doesn’t mean I’m not DBing actively. I’m still doing that but I’m hitting a lurch and experiencing pains.
Last night after a concert I drove out to a park and cried. It’s the first time in almost a month that I have done that. Not sure if it releases some pressure or I suffered a setback.
I just know I’m still in pain. And W’s responses isn’t making DB any easier. It’s giving me a sense of hope. False hope maybe? I don’t know. It’s been 28 days (4 weeks), so while it’s some progress, I have a long way to go (maybe to the rest of this year...I don’t know).
I really wish I found this place 7 months ago. I would be 7 months more along instead of 1.
