Read the detachment thread

Right now your life revolves around w

If she is nice you are happy

If she is mean you are dying inside

She knows she has you wrapped around her finger

Dependent men are unattractive

Be strong and independent and unpredictable

Which will require taking your focus off her

And putting your focus on yourself

To become the man only a fool would leave

Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids
2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong
2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2
2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving