Bit of snooping again...which always stirs powerful emotions!! Pretty sure W didnt go to her friends lastnight with OM but went to concert with him instead and stayed over his place. Dont know 100%.I spoke to D yesterday and she brought up the story of her mum going to friends lastnight which she doesnt normally do..W has told daughter to lie to me before,thinking this was another one of those times. Just want to know the truth even if its worst case senario...why doesnt W just say it so i can move on with my life and end this pain instead of keeping me on a string? So many lies!!!!
It [censored] being the only one not knowing anything !!! I feel like such a chump..Its hard to db or GAL or anything really with no contact from W at all,we always have told each other things and kept in contact...Nothing makes sense anymore!!
Amazingly i still love W and want to work things out someday but She is just too far gone i think and will never look back or feel anything for me again.
So pissed atm!!! Im sick of being a f#@#$g doormat.
