Gordie 21 going with my gut

[Gordie]

Over

Thanks I do not consider myself a vet but maybe to others I am

You are right to ask if I have faced my issues

I ask myself the same question

And I answer in the affirmative

I feel like many others I find myself 2 years after b d

A better version of myself

I do not wish this on anyone

But yes it did not kill me but made me stronger

I am much more aware of my shortcomings

And have sought to better myself

I am more aware of my feelings

Both the good and the bad

And the fear

I have dealt with these within myself

And with friends

And professional help

I have no desire to return to the old m

And even if I wanted to it would be impossible

Neither she nor I are the same

And never will be

I do not want to declare mission accomplished

Because saving my m

Seems like an open ended process

One that could turn sour In the future

But that was the case before

But I just did not realize it