Blue

Always appreciate your posts

I think I was stuck in that pining for the old m for a long time

And had misguided notions of what saving the m would look like

So I truly appreciate your candor

Which makes me more hopeful that maybe my m has been saved

Just not what I thought it would be

Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids
2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong
2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2
2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving