I'm trying man. Believe me, the last few R talks we had, she's the one that initiated them. And last night she was angry about it, cause I seem to be 'ignoring' the sitch (her words). Me not communicating and being emotionally available are her biggest complaints about our M. That's why it's still confusing to me in a way. Like I said earlier, for me, a 180 would be to initiate deep conversations, discuss feelings, etc. But I can't do them and detach/follow the rules at the same time.
Married: 15yrs Ages: Me 49, W 44 Kids: S12 BD: around 4/14
