WW- Equalzr's saga pt 2. WW's & MLC'er advice plz

[equalzr]

Got a text message from my W. It was completely out of the blue, and i cant think of anything that would have solicited it. That said, she said it had suddenly hit her how bad she had hurt me and that she was genuinely sorry for that. She said some other things about the past etc as well and that she didnt mean for this to happen.

I think at first i was really appreciative of it, then i started feeling like this was more about her feelings than mine. Saying she didnt mean for this to happen is a complete cop out imo. She had plenty of opportunities to change this, and she also could have...well maybe.... not started having an affair start with or not even opened that door up???

In the end, it pi***d me off. Maybe im reading it wrong, but in the end its still about her and her feelings and needs. She had a husband who went through the fire trying to save M and she just threw it all away. I know better to expect it but damn what type of souless person cant admit they F'd up? Not only thst, but they continue to hurt their family and lie to them.

Sorry, im just blowing off steam. Im upset. Ill update this once i clear my head. I wont let her keep messing with my emotions after this. I wont do it.