thanks steve...truth that I'm finding is that detachment/NC from WW to me...the silence is deafening and it causes me to regress and wonder. I guess in a way my struggle with it shows that there's some positive knowledge in my sitch for an LBS if/when they question if their detachment/giving time/space causes the WW to wonder.
it's very hard not to at least think on it, bothering me is less a problem. every day as soon as I wake up enough to know where I am, it hits me that she's gone. I get better and it's random during the day, but every morning right now at least, that thought hits me. guess I'm frustrated to be feeling "stuck"...cycling day for me for sure, crazy how they come up randomly. her total absence, one day I'll get on by this and be where Stander is now.
