WAW or WW? What should I do to save my MR.

[Wyoung]

hongaku and ovrrnbw, thank you for the suggestion. I did end up video chatting with my son. W didn't join, but sent me few texts after the video chat telling me about their experience at a restaurant.

overrnbw, thank you for holding in check. I admit deep down I miss W and wanted to see her as well. But I've learned NOT to express that desire. However, I am toured because the old me would NOT contact her often. You see before the BD, I was acting like detached (or actually detached). And now I should keep being detached?

I am not trying find excuse to start pursing but genuinely puzzled.